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Name: James
Country: United States
State: Delaware
Metro: Wilmington
Birthday: 10/18/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: SPORTS, The ladies ;}, Goofing off, Church, God, Laziness Working out etc...not necessarily in that order however.
Expertise: soccer, guitar, piano (improv only), driving,
Occupation: Education/training
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Member Since: 7/31/2005

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Sunday, July 01, 2007


Whoa...this has changed dramatically in the last 9 months...

Anyway, update or two

Goin to Rutgers
Finished IB
Ran a 1:59 half mile
been with the same person for nearly 9 months
Graduated June 3rd
Received many awards over the past few months for various academic and athletic stuff
First week of SSOT  07 ended yesterday
And....
Yeah, tooo much other crap that i don't feel like posting here right now, because this is a whole lot less used than the other two and i only came here on a whim...nevertheless, look me up on Myspace and Facebook.
sooo....yeah


Friday, September 29, 2006

College Apps= lots of time stressing about something other than school...oh wait, nvm
Azn Mom = more stress for me as this particular one won't get off my back about college apps
Soccer Team = fun for the most part, except when we lose...we're 1-5-1 now
Ankle = Sprained, soccer is pending till about tuesday, and i'm really annoyed that i can't run
Other than that, not much else is new, except for the fact that i might go to homecoming this year, who knows...


Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Currently Listening
Les Miserables - The Complete Symphonic Recording
By Claude-Michel Schonberg
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SSOT = Done
Extended Essay = done
English journals = done
Band camp = done
Soccer Play day = done
College Apps = in the process
Soccer Preseason = in the process
Church = expanding
LDPC/C = suspended till this coming monday (or so)
Bleach =1-17 complete, 49-93 complete...working on the rest
Myspace, Facebook, e-mail, xanga = Boredom killers
Sat = study + Oct. 11?
CPPCCTP = about once a day
AIM = up till two weeks ago
Bathroom repainting = in the process
School = next tuesday
Anything and everything else = life goes on



Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Currently Listening
I Am the Lords
By Bob Couchenour
Not sure which one this is, but you get the idea
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I am the Lords!

I'd say its bout time i posted again, mostly because its been a month since the last one
And since its been a month
Well now, lots of stuff has happened.
Week one of SSOT went by pretty quick, in fact i hardly remember it at all except for where i stayed for hospitality, who i hung out with (the crew), and that i played soccer at rec one day...i also remember them going over the firs two statuses of the Chuch, i believe it was the Assembly and The Body of Christ, but correct me if i'm wrong.
Since then, I had two weeks worth of reading, volunteering (yes old people can be fun sometimes...especially when you get to call bingo for them), soccer captains practices, and MARCHING BAND rehearsals. This two week stint was culminated weekly with YP meetings that turned out to be good, and enjoyable as always. I don't recall much about specific days except for the day that i went rollerblading...so here we go. Saturday July 16 @ 2-3pm, i'm out rollerblading, because its what i do. So, as i'm going, a end up goin down this hill, on the side of the road, facing the oncoming traffic lanes. To make a long story short, i hit a 4 foot patch of gravel, messed my self up, skated to the nearest public restroom about half a mile away, and commenced to wash myself off. Then i skated home, and bandged myself up real good. We had a YP meeting in Wilmington that night, so i kinda looked all funny like when i went there, because it was like i'm all banged up with stuff on my chin and hands...ya know.
Anyway, on monday, we left for Franklin, and me still bandaged managed to recieve quite a few sympathy points from multiple sisters, much to my own embarrassment and chagrin...its hard to look dignified when people fuss over you...well not so much so, but thats not the point. The point is, that i had to give TWO count em TWo reviews that week. on Tuesday morning, Still bandaged up mind you, i gave a review of week one, covering the Ground of the Church and the differences between the Universal and Local Church. I described in detail the examples of how the universal church is impractical because it encompasses all the believers in space And time, and that there is no such meeting hall big enough to fit them all into. Much more so is the local church which is the expression of the universal churches in each locality. These local churches do not have a name, but rather take on the name of their city/borough. The Church in Wilmington/Philadelphia/Franklin/NYC/Manalapan/Newington/Cambridge are all examples of such cities with a local church situated inside. I described also how the ground of the church and the foundation of the church are different. The ground is the location/site where the church is built. in actuality, we don't build the church physically, for the Church is NOT a physical building, but rather a spiritual dwelling place of the Lord. The ground of the church is of the Lords choosing, and not of our own. ONE CITY, ONE CHURCH. Don't get me wrong, all the believers in every city are members of the Church in that city. The matter is whether or not they actually meet on the proper ground. If they do not meet on the proper ground, they are not building the Body Of Christ according to God's desire but rather their own desire and God does not view this gently. Meeting on the improper ground is considered a Sin in the Bible. Recall the sin of Jeroboam. He created two other worship centers for the children of Israel that were not in Jerusalem on Mount Moriah (Mount Moriah was the place God chose for his temple). Jeroboam placed one worship center in Bethel  and one in Dan. The reason that God does not like this is that it creates division. There is only one God, therefore there should only be one Church, one Body of Christ, one Bride, one Kingdom; not a bunch of little members running around doing as they please. God's Eternal Economy is to make man the same as He, as in Life and Nature, but NOT in the Godhead; and to make Himself one with man, and man one with Him, thus to be enlarged and Expanded for his Expression, That all His divine attributes may be expressed in human virtue. This is what God desires. In the Bible, there are many truths. 1 Thessalonians 5:23 says "and may your spirit and soul and body be preserved complete, without blame at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ." This proves that we are a trichotemy, meaning that we are composed of three parts, Body Soul and Spirit. Genesis 1:26-27 describe God's purpose and economy, stating that "and God said, let us make man in our image according to our likeness and let Him have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of heaven and over the cattle and over all the earth, and over ever creeping thing that creeps upon the earth. and God created man, in the image of God He created him, male and female He created Them." The two most important words are image and dominion, for they show God's purpose. Image is for Expression, and Dominion is for Representation. A practical example of this is a glove. A glove is made in the image of a hand, and thus when our hand fills the glove, the glove expresses the hand. The hand may point at somebody, and when the person comes, you know that the person saw the glove point and came to greet the person who wears that glove. This is the expression. Dominion is Representation. When you represent someone, you have the authority, given by that person to represent them. in this way, God gave us dominion over the earth, because He wishes us to Express and Represent Him here. however, we can only express and represent Him in life and nature, because he is The Authority. No one has authority except through Him. He wants us to eventually become like Him, but not to have His authority. This is where satan made his mistake. Satan tried to take the Authority away from God and thus God cast him out of heaven. however, Satan is now a thorn in God's side, always aggravating the Body, trying to keep it from growing, damaging its members. WE are all members of the Body of Christ, and none of us is insignificant, because we each have our own unique function. Some of us might be eyes, or ears, or a nose, or hands, feet, legs, etc...we each have our own function and we must each function according to God's will in order for the Body to be built up. A practical way to grow is to feed and eat a lot. Spiritually speaking this is just Calling on the name of the Lord, Praying, Pray-Reading, and other kinds of Fellowshipping. Through our fellowship with God and our fellow brothers and sisters in the Lord, we can grow up together in the Body of Christ. Ephesians 4 says that "But holding to truth in love, we may grow up in Him in all things who is the Head, Christ. Out from whom the Body being joined together and knit together by every joint of the rich supply and through the operation of the measure of each one part, causes the growth of the Body unto the building up of itself in Love." The All Things, means All Things. We must learn to grow up in Him in all things, in happiness and joy, in sorrow and dissapointment as well. There is an example where ten Lepers called out to the Lord from a distance, and beseeched Him to cure their sickness, and He told them to present themselves before the priest and they would be healed. They did so, and when this happened, only one of the lepers returned to the Lord to thank Him. This shows that sometimes when the Lord gives us something that we want we actually grow farther from Him instead of closer. Therefore when He takes something away or gives something to us, no matter what, we must grow up in Him and thank Him for his provision whether good or bad. Growing up into Him is part of our Perfecting, which is why I can no longer complain about having to have given 4 reviews throughout this summer school, because I realize that through my speaking, I was being perfected. It takes time and pressure for an ugly lump of  coal to be formed into a diamond beautiful diamond. In a similar way, there is (according to Matthew Ferreira) only one good use of petrified wood. This use is to show us, that Petrified wood is something that has undergone transformation. When wood decays this is caused by the air, heat, and by time. however, when a tree falls into a mineral rich river, it is kept from these decaying elements. it is trapped in a place where it can stay suspended in time as the river washes over it. Over the course of time, the minerals that are in the river begin to deposit themselves on the wood and slowly but surely the wood is removed and in its place these minerals collect and after the process is complete it forms petrified wood. This petrified wood is a type of what we must become. WE must be transformed by Christ's life. We must stay in the spiritual flow so that Christ's life can wash over us and transform us slowly from something wooden to something completely different even though it looks the same. Real wood and petrified wood look the same, but their nature is different, this is what we must strive for.  This growth is the growth that God desires. The other statuses of the Church are the Kingdom of God, The Dwelling Place/Household of God, The New Man, The Bride/Counterpart, and the Lampstand. these different statuses are all shown throughout the new testament. however, one of the main premises of the Summer School of the Truth was the matter concerning the overcomers. God said that each of us who believes shall not perish but shall have eternal life. This means that at one time or another, we will overcome sin and death and live eternally with God. However there is a catch. Will we overcome in this age, or the Next age? in this age it is possible to become an overcomer in a matter of years, if we give our hearts and reset our hearts each day for the Lord. But in the Next Age, when the current and previous overcomers go in to the 1000 year wedding feast, those who have not yet overcome will have 1000 years to do so. This is the Outer Darkness where there is the weeping and gnashing of teeth. It is much better to overcome by buying the oil, and gaining Christ in this age and go up to the wedding feast, than to weep and gnash our teeth for 1000 years in outer darkeness rueing each and every moment that we did not turn to the Lord. This will be determined when we are at the Judgement seat of Christ, and if we are not overcomers by the end of this age, we Shall become overcomers, just in the next age. how much more enjoyable for us to go up to the Wedding. Saints there will be a glorious wedding of the Church the Bride and Christ. for those who do not attend, they will be spending a millenium being perfected in outer darkness. We must give ourselves to Love the Lord each and everyday.
returning to the point about One City, One Church, i feel that i did not clarify this enough.
in Revelation 1:11 and Titus 1:5 it shows clearly that there is only one church in each city. This is shown when the apostle John says " What you see write in a scroll and send it to the seven churches: to Ephesus, and to Smryna, and to Pergamos, and to Thyatira, and to Sardis, and to Philadelphia, and to Laodicea." He told the disciples to send his messages not to the churches in those cities, but to those cities themselves. This indicates that there was only one church meeting in each city. So also is the practice in the Lord's Recovery. We do everything according to the Bible. it never matters whether or not we are right or wrong, what matters is that we follow the Bible. If the Bible says that we meet one City one Church, then we meet according to that word. The Bible is the Word of God. And to this word must we adhere. The Church is not in Denomination, we have no special practice or teaching, we do not support the use of Rock music to attract young people, only Christ is what should attract the young people, we overcome the work of the Nicolaitans who have a hierarchy in the Church, because this destroys the Body. The Nicolaitans practically today are the Roman Catholics, because of their hierarchy. They have priests who minister to the laiety, the laiety being the common people. The people who go to mass do not function according to their obligation, but sit and listen to the words of a priest. Rather in the Recovery it is essential to function through our prophesying and service. both of these things are practical because they are ways of building up the Body. Prophesying is a way to overflow and feed the saints spiritually, because it is us ministering Christ to the other believers. and Service helps to build the Church, because our service is an expression of our willingness to work for Christ. also in terms of Prophesying, we are all Priests. the definition of a priest is a person who brings man to God and God to man, a person who is One with God. In the old testament, the Tabernacle of the Lord was composed of three parts, the Outer Court, the Holy Place and the Holy of Holies. This is a picture of us as well, the Outer Court symbolizing our Body, the Holy Place symbolizing our Soul and the Holy of Holies symbolizing our Spirits. In the times of Aaron and the other High priests, the Holy of Holies could only be entered once a year, for in the Holy of Holies was the Ark of the Covenant and God Himself. on the Day of Atonement each year, the high priest through the sprinkling of much blood was allowed to enter into the Holy of Holies and bear witness to God. anyone else who tried to enter this Holy of Holies was killed immediately. However, This is not the case. in the New Testament when Jesus offered up His soul to God for the forgiveness and redemption of our sins, it says that the Veil of the Temple was rent in Two from top to bottom. This signifies that the barrier between our soul and spirit is no longer there. Now instead of only once a year, the believers can go in and contact Christ at any time. This is how it is today, because of the Lord's Process. God incarnated and became a man. He lived on the earth for 33.5 years and then was crucified. He then was buried for three days then he resurrected and ascended and became the Life Giving Spirit which then comes into our Hearts. Through the Life Giving Spirit, we contact God with our human spirit, simply by calling upon the name of the Lord. Calling upon His Name gives us his presence. When we call and pray to Him, our prayer should be concerning whatever is on our hearts. In this way God touches us uniquely, and we pray for what He desires. Praying is like spiritual drinking, and when we Pray Read, this is like spiritual eating. Pray reading is when you take verse(s) from the Bible and pray them to the Lord, phrase by phrase or word by word, and this is like chewing, we are chewing the Word of God and so our Spirit is filled more and more through each bite that we take in. This is how to practically grow in Christ. Through the eating and drinking in spirit.

I'm not sure how much i covered or what i left out, so if anyone has anything to add, by all means comment me, and add your burden. Through every word i felt the Lord flowing out through me, and i believe this past hour or so of typing has helped me revive some of what I lost through a two hour soccer practice today.
Amen Saints,
Lord be with you all~

i'll add more later after i reread my notes


Wednesday, June 28, 2006

New York City, Queens, Jamaica Estates...all this in less than 8 hours
One helluva fun week is on its way...busy as heck, but lovin it nonetheless



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